just being HONEST

OO minahal ko sila, dinyos ko rin sila

nasilaw ako sa ning-ning at taas ng tingin ko sa aking sarili

na pakiramdam ko ay kaya kong gawin ang lahat...

yumabang ako sa paniniwalang itinanim nyo sa utak ko

at noong hindi ko na kayang panindigan ang pagmamayabang at pagmamataas



bumulusok ako pababa...

{eng}
YES! i lovED them, I've put them in a pedestal
I was blinded by how great I thought I was
to the point that you made me believe that i could do anything and everything
I was swollen with pride, conceited, arrogant even -- it was inevitable
but when I couldn't live up to it...


i went spinning spiraling down

I AM A KPOP FAN

AND IM PROUD OF IT!

Flashes

Light flashes as cars pass by

I feel nothing.

they are dancing now and still i stare blankly as red and yellow lights alternate

I was like this for a moment, and after a few more seconds...

I felt it

I suddenly felt the familiar tightening of my heart.

and tears rolled the same path all over again.

I kept asking myself why i was crying but tears kept falling....

the breeze blew onto my face, i felt relieved...

as Angus and Julia Stone play on the background



i realized one thing:


This are the last tears i will shed for you


You are not worth these tears anymore